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so here i am... on the outbound train. Theres something almost magical to the sound of that expression. Some of my favorite writers/musicians have championed the meaning of being on an outbound train. Their journeys to the great unknown, a great new beginning have started with that ride on an outbound train. What lies ahead, they are never quite ( Read more... )

Thursday Sept 18th - Friday Sept 19th ( Read more... )

Oh How These Thoughts Do Cast A Shadow ( Read more... )

WOW.. Im finally comin home. It pretty much official. On May 12th I must leave my apartment and thus bloomington/normal forever. I'm scared. For those that know me it is a fact that i basically never come home, but now.. well now I will be home for good. I have to create this new life again when I go home. Who I was in high school is not who I am ( Read more... )

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I love certain people. no. truly I LOVE them but i fear they will never know it. this should not be a real fear. I mean not having someone know how you truly feel (how you have always felt) should not be something that should fear. Why not tell them what you truly hold inside. A real fear is spiders, or tight places, or failing in life, but not ( Read more... )

I feel i only write on here when i have to vent and have nothing positive to say. this my friends, is one of those times once more. Why have i not done anything that i have ever wanted to in my life. I wanted to move out west and go to school there. DIDNT (worried about money for travel). Wanted to learn a musical instrument. DIDNT (no real reson ( Read more... )

so i think Ive determined I love others more than myself.. doesnt sound healthy huh... yea did not think so ( Read more... )

i dont know if anyone read this anymore but it felt like a good place to talk ( Read more... )