What a nice wonderful conversation w/ Mike.
What a nice wonderful conversation w/ Ryan.
Thank you both!

To the anonymous person that left that comment.. who are you! Don't do this to me, I hate being in a world of wonderment ( Read more... )

..it always looked good on paper ( Read more... )

I bought the Janet cd. I am in Love with it. It's all about Love. And that makes me sad. I try so hard not think back. But it's impossible. I haven't had a boyfriend since November. I just feel so alone, while everyone else is just so happy. Mark n Korey, EK and Peter, THE SLUTS, etc. I've had like no one, and then I had someone recently, I let it ( Read more... )

joToxic (5:41:55 PM): Did you ever think that life is but a dream? But a dream w/in a dream? Like did you ever think that life really is? Like... all the bad things that happen to you are just nightmares in life, but in your dreams? Like if something bad happens, those are you nightmares. And when good things happen, those are those dreams you ( Read more... )

Just got off the phone w/ Ryan. & never was it silent! Thats like so good! Like, usually... I never talk! Weird.. He seems dis-interested. I dunno, maybe not ( Read more... )

Eminem... thank you so much for just being so HONEST!

I'M NOT FRUSTRATING! I just don't like it when my CLOSE friends open up to me, like I open up to them, and all they do is leave me in wonderment! Like.. how am I suppose to help you when you don't tell me shit? How am I your friend then? Ugh. I just like honest, blunt fucks. Not little lost boys who sit with their head in their hands in the fuckin ( Read more... )

Do you remember when nothing seemed too hard? And looking in your eyes, it was like staring at the stars. And I remember when it was just you and me. We would stay up late and talk for hours, staring at your ceiling. I was next to you. It was the summer time. The time to clear up our frustration from the past. You would take my hand and hold it ( Read more... )

SO BORED ( Read more... )

Where did all my SAD music go? I use to listen to music that would make me cry, & I remember that 'sad' was the only mood that I knew. & that I liked being sad & alone. Depressed. But you know what? I'm not that type of person anymore. I haven't been like that since November & that was when Ryan & I broke up, & when Erica A. & I called our ( Read more... )