[multichapter] I want to turn around, but I can't come back! (4/17)
Title: I want to turn around, but I can't come back! ~ Chapter 4
Pairing: Ryoda, Junda (for later chapters)
Raiting: NC-17
Genre: romance, angst, fluff(?)
Beta: lovely kat_h_chan !!! <3
Summary: Tatsuya loves Ryo, Ryo wants sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own them!
A/N: This is not the chronoloigical continuation of chapter 3, but the happenings of the last chapter from Ryo's point of view! I hope it's not too confusing!
A/N 2: I'm sorry that it took me this long to write this chapter!!! *bows*
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
The next morning Ryo felt really unsatisfied. He didn't know why but he just felt like that. He had thrown out the little slut he got from the club as soon as they finished their sex session. And now the next morning he still felt restless. At first he couldn't really figure out what had been wrong with the girl but after some time he knew it. His thoughts were going back to the night with Tatsuya all the time. There was nothing he could do against it, as much as he wanted to. But he felt like complaining that the girl hadn't felt as tight around his hard cock as Tatsuya's little hole did. He wanted her to squirm underneath him as sexily as Tatsuya had and she didn't jerk at all of his touches. Tatsuya had reacted so much stronger to everything and that morning Ryo realized how much these reactions had turned him on. In fact they had turned him on to no end. He really wanted to feel that again. This girl was nothing compared to Tatsuya's hot body. Wait!!! Ryo's mind screamed. I'm not gay! I can't be gay!! Of course I'm not! I just think he is hot! That doesn't mean that I love him or something. I don't even like him at all, do I? I just want to have him here...to fuck him, of course! But I really want him! Ryo didn't really know what to do about it. The only thing he could think of was to meet Tatsuya again and have lots of hot sex with him to satisfy his needs. He was sure that he wouldn't need Tatsuya again after that! There was no way he would need him, because he was damn straight! He liked girls! It was just him who made him feel in a different way! He sighed and got up from his bed to get ready for work.
While he was in the bathroom he thought about how to get Tatsuya again. I really have to get his phone number from Pi. Those two seem to be really close recently. How close are they? I thought me and Jin are Pi's best friends? Arghhh! He hit his head with his hand to get those stupid thoughts out of his head. He didn't want to care about Pi and Tatsuya's relationship! He just wanted to fuck that damn princess. Now! He sighed, got his things and left for work.
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Ryo's mood hadn't really gotten better as he went inside the Jimusho building. He mostly ignored all the juniors that were greeting their much loved senpai. But Ryo just hadn't the nerve to deal with them now! But one conversation between the younger ones really caught his attention.
“Did you hear that Nishikido had sex with Ueda?”
Ryo froze on the spot. There were Tamamori and Fujigaya, discussing THAT in an open hallway? Ryo hid behind the corner and listened carefully.
“Really?” Tamamori asked with disbelief. “How do you know that?”
“Listen!” Fujigaya grinned knowingly. “I told you that we were in a club yesterday with Kitayama, right? And there were Kamenashi, Ueda and Akanishi, too! And then suddenly Akanishi was screaming something like “Tat-chan had sex with Ryo-chan!” through the whole club. It was more than strange, I tell you!”
“Really? Are you not just telling me stories?” Tamamori was dumbfounded. “I can't believe that!”
Ryo was quite dumbfounded, too. What the hell was Jin thinking? Well, most probably nothing, like always, but really this guy was way too stupid! He walked on and caused the two younger Johnny's to shut up immediately and run away, but he didn't really care for them anymore. So, all Johnny's would know about that thing...Anyhow, if somebody should be scared about that it was definitely Ueda. For Ryo it was just normal since everybody wants to have sex with the sexy Osaka man, right? He shouldn't care if there was gossip about that. They were just jealous!
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During lunch break Ryo finally caught Pi alone.
“Pi! You wanted to give me Ueda's number, remember?” Ryo said. In a way Pi seemed to be very uncomfortable right then and Ryo didn't get why. The other looked anywhere but at him.
“Pi? Are you okay?”
“Y-yeah I'm fine...Why did you want to have the number again?” Pi asked slowly.
“I want to call Ueda to have some more sex with him, you know? He's pretty hot!”
“I know...” Pi said and Ryo thought that he seemed even more uncomfortable now, if that was possible. “But I thought you had that girl last night?”
“Yes, I had!” Ryo answered impatiently. “But I want Ueda now! Pi, what's the matter? Just give me the number already!”
Pi sighed deeply. “Okay, okay!” And he finally gave Ryo the number.
Ryo really wondered about Pi's definitely strange behavior, but he just forgot about it a minute later. He couldn't wait to massage Tatsuya and he wondered how the other would react. Maybe he'd be surprised or shocked? Ryo would have given a lot to see his face. But what should he write exactly? For sure he could not just write ‘hey, do you want to have sex with me?’ He really had a hard time thinking up a text for the message but in the end he decided on a simple one.
From: Nishikido Ryo
To: Ueda Tatsuya
Hello!
Do you want to go out for dinner with me on Friday? Please send a reply soon.
Ryo
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to be continued...