Apparently, my soul purpose is to be a "fill in" until somebody better comes along. It happened once and now it's happening again. And although the others try, in the end, they're going to do the same damn thing to me. I already have trust issues. How the hell am I suppose to ever be able to trust new people, if the old ones keep on hurting me ( Read more... )

I just realized that I haven't posted in here for nearly five months! Wow, I'm surprised because I really could have used some venting. I guess I've just been so busy, I forgot I had a journal. Anyway lot's going on right now ( Read more... )

So, yesterday I got in an accident. I was on my way home from Meijer (I just had to get out of the apartment) and I was turning left onto Center off of Tittabawassee. I was in the intersection, the light changed from green to yellow, one guy went through, the light changed to red, I thought it was all clear and some idiot ran the red light! ( Read more... )

To be honestly fair, tonight wasn't as bad as I made it out to be but I would have much perfered to be doing something else. I enjoyed Kim's company and Missy was tolerable but I don't plan on hanging out with her again anytime soon. She wasn't as obnoxious as I thought she was going to be but she was still annoying, telling her opinion on ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I observe people wondering what they're doing, who they know. Sometimes, these people are beautiful, sometimes they are not but one thing they have in common is that they have had, if not still do, have a relationship with a guy. So, my question is what's wrong with me, why haven't I had a guy in my life yet? I wouldn't even be that ( Read more... )

I feel so lost right now. I don't know why. I hate to admit it because my class is at 2:30 but I truly overslept and that's why I'm writing this now. I woke up once at a 11:30 and deciced to go back to sleep for an hour or so and I didn't wake up again until about 2:40. I feel so lazy. This along with some other things going on in my head is ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to do with myself...I'm so bored! I finally have some free time...no work, no school and I'm sitting here on the computer like a nerd. You know what I should do...is take a shower! I'm so tired though...I should also wash the dishes too...yuck! Anyway, not much to report. No guy...yet. Work...is work. School...is ( Read more... )

Wow... I went to see Katie's boyfriends band play and they were awesome! I'm like a total groupie now! Next gig they have I want to go, as long as I know ahead of time. And before the show...let's just say I had a little car trouble...I had a flat right when I got to Caro and I needed to call in reinforcements because I have no clue how to ( Read more... )

So random...today after Jessie and Sakiko left, I went for a walk to get some fresh air since it was such a nice day and when I got back I started talking to Katie, then I got online and went to my myspace page and a had a new message titled..."You're so Beautiful". Ok, this may sound kind of weird considering I never met this guy and had no kind ( Read more... )

Right now I'm hanging out with my sister and my foreign sister. We went shopping today, I spent way too much but I think every once in awhile you need to indulge, especially when you haven't went clothes shopping in a long time. My mom gave me like $50 for school clothes and I spent more like $120 or $130 and I still want to go back next week for ( Read more... )