I'm vacillating. I can't believe I'm actually considering this. I didn't deserve the shit I was handed the first time, but the feelings still linger. It's so hard to still like you after everything. After the lies and tears, I don't understand myself. Maybe I'm a sadist at heart. Maybe I like the pain a break-up brings, although I think I really ( Read more... )

I got dumped the other day. I'm always the one who gets rejected in all my relationships. You'd think I'd be used to it by now, yet it still hurts. I don't think fact that Heath dumped me is the case, I didn't care for him too greatly. The fact that there was something to be rejected about me makes me insecure. Is there something wrong with me that ( Read more... )

sexy_bill_cosby. Ha ( Read more... )

The date with Natalie and me was a bust. We fooled around a little, but nothing else really happened. We realized were both a fuck load of talk, but very little action. I blame her. That prude ( Read more... )

I recieved a surprisingly warm welcome for my return. It was something I definitely didn't expect. I actually have plans. What is this craziness? I usually end up in some going-nowhere relationship. Now I'm just living things a bit more casually and care-free. It's about time ( Read more... )

I'm back, and better than ever. I'm [under oringinal management] great! How many have missed me because I've missed a whole fucking bunch of you. Speaking of fucking, anyone?

All you people who were planning to replace me betta slow ya roll. Ai'ite. This place isn't big enough for more than one of me. I am pretty big after all. Cheerio children!

Since I don't have access to the old name, I need to get a new AIM screen name. It's damn hard to think of a witty, yet profound name. Any ideas? I'm stumped.

I bet most of you are wondering why I haven't been around. I'd like to say it was something juicy and dramatic, like personal problems. However, the circumstances behind my disappearance are to the contrary. I call it a load of hot fcuking. I'm not going to reveal any names, but he's got an ass to die for. I hope I haven't been riding him too hard ( Read more... )

I'm still alive. I'll be back soon once I deal with my technical difficulties. I should be online and running shortly.

you all know the drill. log in bitches.