Too long, don't read, no one cares anyway.

Oct 21, 2009 22:47


I feel very disconnected from LJ, along with everything else in my life.  I feel like no one reads this anymore, and like none of my friends update... I know that's not true, 'cause I still read everyone's posts, but I don't know.  I just feel lonely.

I feel lonely everywhere.  At school, I'm alone unless it's a class with James.  I have no friends ( Read more... )

life, fail, everything sucks, emo, alex, cat and britt, random, bridgetlove, friends, jameslove

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untwo_trois October 22 2009, 04:40:26 UTC
Erin, I love you. Nothing is pointless, you should know that. Even if the majority of the world doesn't deserve to be saved people do. Even if you get mad at the people you love sometimes, they still deserve to be saved. & you should be doing things for you, too.

I was trying to find a way to tell you, but Waccamaw Mental Health works with you, for free, from what I've heard & they can help you. Also, Project Lighthouse, you could talk to them. There's help for people who can't afford it. If you need it then you should get the help.

We all love you. Everyone goes through periods where they can't deal. Just recently I was just so mad at everyone, not really sure why. I fought with Brittany so much, I couldn't stand being in the apartment. Just work through it, don't give up. It will get better.

I'm here if you need me.

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tju_tju_tju_tju October 22 2009, 04:43:11 UTC
I know what you're going through -- I've been feeling similarly myself lately. We're in this together!

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girlrunaway October 22 2009, 06:15:11 UTC
Everything that Cat said. We love you a ton and we're both willing to listen and help you. ♥

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__oddly October 23 2009, 02:44:54 UTC
I could've written this entry, just about word for word.

I'm sorry I don't really have any decent words of comfort to offer or any kind of solution to get you out of your funk. But for what it's worth (and I know it isn't much), I'm still hanging around and reading what you have to say. And I care. And I don't think you're a bad anything.

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viva_lla_gloria October 23 2009, 04:18:05 UTC
I know I haven't been good at updating lately, but I do read my f-list almost every day and I certainly do care! I read all your entries even if I don't comment, and I love you Erin. I want you to feel better and I'm sorry you're going through such a tough period. There are many organizations out there that help people with depression even if you don't have a lot of money. Some are free and some work on a sliding scale depending on your income. I hope you might check out the options in your area.

I've been in the same place you are right now, and I have struggled with depression and anxiety on and off for years. Please know you're not alone and I'm here if you need to blow off steam.

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