I wish I could go back to college, I don't know who I am anymore.

[jolfolfille]

Well, technically it won't be BACK to college, but yeah.  I'm fairly excited to be doing stuff with my life, even if it's just tech and whatnot.  I'm just tired of being stagnant.

James and I move out a week from today.  I'm terrified and excited and worried.  I really really don't want to screw up and have to move back home.  I'm the last one to

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[shaebay]

Yay, glad the CDs made it to you!

Also, do you know your new address so I can send the holiday card to that instead of whichever address I have? I don't think I'll be sending them out until midweek, so I wouldn't want it to get lost in the postal system.

[jolfolfille]

Yeah, I guess I should probably post my new address for all the people who might be sending me stuff... :D I'll make a post when I find the piece of paper where I wrote it down. ^^;

Thank you again for the CDs! I opened it and I was like "now THIS is a proper mix CD, with cover art and everything." It made me happy. <3

[shaebay]

It was a lot of fun making it. I just went through my playlists thinking of my favorite goofy and fun songs. :D

[hey_mockingbird]

Erin--I miss you LIKE WOAH. My life has been so bad lately, and I feel like I'm abandoning everyone on LJ lately and that I've alienated all my LJ friends and some of my RL ones because I've been all emo lately and not been hanging out with them, and I feel like they blame me, or something.

Because I've been with mostly one person after rehearsals, or with Beth, but it's just....I won't do things unless people ask me to, and I just...whatever. But I can't lose my bestie, and I'm scared he's leaving.

Anyways.

I'm sorry your life seems so scary and big, but oh my God, you're moving OUT!! Into your own place!! I think that's super exciting and amazingly awesome and I am so proud of you!! And i'm glad you and James are doing so well, bb. I'm happy for you. ♥

Also, tonight is not good for calling. Tomorrow after like 9pm would be better. I'm in a show till 10 tonight and then I'm having phone conference time with mom and Sophie, so that will prolly take a while.

ILY.

[jolfolfille]

Okay, if you want to call me tomorrow night that'll be fine. Just whenever you have the time, I guess. :D

I'm so sorry your life has been bad, bb! I hope stuff stops sucking. <3 I know what you mean about not feeling like doing stuff unless people ask or whatevs, but I promise I'm not mad at you for not being online. :D I'm sure no one is upset with you - they probably understand that everyone occasionally feels like that, and if they know you're having a tough time, they're probably just hoping you feel better soon. <3 No worries, hun.

My life is big and scary all of a sudden, but I am SUPER EXCITED TO MOVE OUT OMG. I just really really don't want to fail at it. :X

Okay, long comment over! :D Feel better and call me tomorrow if you want. <3 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OMG. *hugs of doom*

[untwo_trois]

I'm sorry things are so rough right now. I know exactly how you feel. I've been depending on my vacation time to get my by. If you can just make it a few months business will pick up & you can get a second job. That's what I'm waiting for.
I hope things start looking up for you. Let me know if you're coming to the Twilight premiere. I would like to see you there.

[jolfolfille]

I am going to the premiere! I got my tickets and everything. :D

Yeah, winter here kinda sucks... but at least some places are hiring for seasonal. Hopefully I can get one of those. *crosses fingers*

I hope you're feeling happier! Your last couple of posts made me really sad. :( I really do hope everything works out for you, too. <3

booyahkisha!

[katcherjoons]

I miss you too, Branflakes. When I come back, you can borrow Reggie for all your wording needs.

Kelly's potentially coming back again. Potentially. I wish you the best on your move, seestwar. Things'll turn out. The sun'll come oooout... too-marr-oh! Betcher bottum dollar there'll be suuun

:D

rickitah!

[jolfolfille]

I don't actually have anything to say to you, I just wanted to respond to your subject line. :D Hehe.