I wish I could go back to college, I don't know who I am anymore.
Well, technically it won't be BACK to college, but yeah. I'm fairly excited to be doing stuff with my life, even if it's just tech and whatnot. I'm just tired of being stagnant.
James and I move out a week from today. I'm terrified and excited and worried. I really really don't want to screw up and have to move back home. I'm the last one to leave here, and I don't want to have to come back like Kelly did. Several times.
I'm still looking for a second job, but unfortunately, what with the economy and the fact that my town sucks at life in the winter, it's not going so well. Victoria's Secret is hiring, though, and it looks somewhat promising. I know, I'm not really the type of girl who would work at a Victoria's Secret, but I managed to walk in there yesterday all by myself! And my head didn't even fall off from redness. :D
I got a package in the mail yesterday! It was two mix CDs from lezlishae, who is aweessooome! :D I haven't had a chance to listen to them yet, but I checked out the tracklists and I only know a couple of songs/bands, so yay! New stuff! ^_^ Thank you! <3
I'm behind on my NaNo novel... I have like, 20100 words when I should have 22000 or something. But I'm getting there. I'm prepared to write all day, even though I have other things I need to be doing - maybe that will be motivation.
James and I are doing very well, and that is good because the last thing either of us needs right now is to feel like this isn't the right choice for us. The stress of financial woes and moving out for the first time, plus both of us trying to go to college and hopefully get second jobs... it's wearing us both down. We've started watching Firefly, though, and it is AWESOME. I pretty much love it. It's a good thing it's only one season, because I need to buy it ASAP.
Other than James, though, I'm not feeling terrifically happy. I'm excited to move out, and I'm excited for school, and I am enjoying my novel and my job is okay and I guess nothing is really wrong... I just feel very sad and stressed and poor. I keep hoping that I will get a job soon, but it's beginning to feel pretty pointless.
I miss Bridget, and I'm excited that she will be coming home soon.
Erin, I miss you too - are you coming to visit me? We need to actually talk one of these days. Maybe I will call you tonight.