So I woke up this morning to the news that my cousin had passed away. He has been sick for a long time so I feel he deserves the rest.I wasnt to close to him really i knew him and stuff but me and my family has not been close since the death of my mother. The thing is yesterday was the 8th year aneversary to my fathers death and so these to things ( Read more... )

I am always there to catch them when they fall, help when needed. But I always wonder why after I am done helping or "catching" why they treat the same as if I dont even exist. I wonder who is gonna catch me when I fall. When will I ever learn that I dont have to help them that they need to learn there lessons that I shouldnt put myself out when ( Read more... )

I want to say Sorry for being late on saying this but Merry Christmas to everyone.I got a beutifull bracelet from my boyfriend this year which shocked me because he has never bought me a present before. So yea for me!!!!

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October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what ( Read more... )

Does the frustration of life ever get better, lately I have been in this mood because I want to do more with me. I am tring to loose weight tring ton gain the courage and strength to either go back to nursing or find a new type of job cause I am driving myself insaine at home my meds are almost to the point to where I will be more reliable, and ( Read more... )

I am so ready to just give up I just dont even have the urge to care anymore.Everytime I get things where they are almost barable shit just hits the fan. I mean dam it you think someone truely loves you then they throw everything away for a little rush! Im tired of feeling the pain of other peoples addictions. I have put so much aside to be with ( Read more... )

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Well as alot of you know I have been doing some testing because I had 2 sezuires and they wanted to see why. Well the dr called yesterday and said that they found seziure activity in the left side of my brain they are not sure why all of u sudden they are happening and probably not know much more untill after the mri but i just wanted to give you ( Read more... )

latley all i do is sleep and wish i was sleeeping and oh yea yell what is wrong with me oh yea they are tweeking my meds because i had 2 sezuires and they are freaking out and now i cant even get out of bed without a headache or my head spinning litterally i am so dizzy anyways im just rambling i havent been on much but i hope to change that

Ya know when you know somebody all your and thier lives you would think that they would never do anything to hurt you or to put distrust between you and them but then you wake up and you relize that they are just like the resty of the lieing thieving assholes in the world and just because they are supposed to be your freind or even your family ( Read more... )