my mother is listening to a song with the most annoying guitar and piano i've ever heard even tho that sounds disrespectful, these people are just mangling the instruments.
i miss denisse.
i had coffee and stuff today.
that's about it seriously.
i'll write again later if i feel like it.
love,
~john~

i had the creepiest dream last night...see, about a year ago we bought a video camera off this dude who lives in the woods with his wife and mother down the road from us (don't ask). everything was cool and all until the guy, who is like a schizo-compulsive or some shit, threatened several people downtown and was arrested. he got released and then ( Read more... )

i did basically nothing nada niente zip today there's a bug on my neck. did you ever have a day when nothing goes right and even though maybe you want to kill yourself, you're just TOO tired to even do it? oh well i have those alot. i think i need to see someone about my moodswings. i'm about to seriously hurt one or both of my parents. everything ( Read more... )

yeah yeah shut up i know i haven't written in here for a few...i've been busy plottin' an scheming you know wha i'm sayin ( Read more... )

well here i am once again. i bought the "essential billy joel" cd album today and it kicks my ass musically. i wish i could play piano like him. i think once i'm settled in new york i'm gonna take piano lessons or something cuz that would help alot ( Read more... )

it still feels like wednesday!! why is there a 'd' in wednesday? the first one i mean. YOU DON'T PRONOUNCE IT!! oh well ( Read more... )

when i am with you
time stands still
but passes so soon
and when i am without you
time is such a burden
long hours
long days
long nights
and no one to wake up next to
if only i could catch a train
hail a cab
ride a bicycle
just to be with you
i would in a second
because you are who i love
and love is timeless
~john~

ok...i've been having strange cravings for Chex Mix recently. i wouldn't have thought in a million years i'd be addicted to a food with the letter X in it because it sounds like xanitol or xerox or something like that ( Read more... )

i love how they say "john has no friends" on the "friends" section above...that boosts my self esteem level boy howdy.

i look around my small town ( Read more... )