I wish somedays I could just turn off my brain so I didn't think or feel. That would be great, save me alot of trouble....

Copied from my friend Tasha's LJ ( Read more... )

So I just read my best friends journal and found out that pretty much i'll be losing this friend of over 5 years forever. Maybe i'm just overreacting, but I know what's going to happen. So many things I wanted to say and do that I won't ever get to do now. Blah....I hate losing friends, this one more than others. I think im going to unplug myself ( Read more... )

So unexpectedly out of the blue my ex Heather calls me. We talked for awhile about how each other was doing. I guess her and her bf just kinda split last night after a crazy incident I will not be talking about here. So I totally expected her to give me the line about wanting to get back together with me and everything. But, it never happend. We ( Read more... )

And I don't know when I will finally lose it all.....

That is all.

i still recall the taste of your tears ( Read more... )

OooOOOooOOOooOOooOOo An Update!

switched Jobs yet again, tis the life of a hired gun. Working back at Dick's again, but they did start me at $12 an hour and promised $14 by the end of summer. Maybe for once i'll be able to go buy myself something nice lol.

Valentine's week was a very good week. I'll leave it at I had a very very good time.

Been ( Read more... )

Last night I had a bad dream ( Read more... )

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Hello kiddies! As I write this in here now i'm pretty fucking trashed from my co-worker Matt's Bachelor Party. Drank lots and lots of Red bull and Jagermeister, plus we smoked about a quarters worth of weed between 6 people. It was pretty nuts. Won $10 playing Texas hold-em though, that was cool ( Read more... )