Duet July Translation Matsumura Hokuto
A long time ago I was a crybaby. When I was commuting to kindergarden, I cried everyday. When I played with other kids I thought [Kindergarden is fun~♪] until around lunch time the day I enrolled. By no means when I realised that my mother wasn't coming to meet me I started to cry. I remember that I used up one bag of tissues. Then, when I saw my mother when she finally came to meet me, I cried out loud again. I rushed into my second bag of tissues. The next day, when I started ascending kindergarden, when being in the bus I cried for sure. That kind of thing continued in many days. When I was small I thought [Like this the tissues decrease too much...], so I used a handkerchief for my tears (laugh).
There is a time when I shed very mysterious tears. I sent my resume to Johnny's in 4th grade, but no contact at all came. Then, when I thought [This is the last] and sent it the 3rd time, finally the tension filled notice came. Honestly, just because of that I became sentimental. In the car moving towards the audition, I was thinking about how I should appeal myself, and what kind of life I would have if I passed, various things. Suddenly I thought [This kind of experience you can't do normally.], and in that moment large tears started flowing, and I couldn't stop them. [I haven't passed or failed, so why am I crying!?], like that the tears were mysterious even for me. At that time, anticipation and anxiety and nervousness were all 100 %, maybe my head was in chaos...?
There is an image of girls that they cry immediately. Nevertheless, they cry when they don't understand something. Then, recover (laugh). A shock was, when a girl cried because someone repeatedly called her disliked food. But, after those several seconds, she played tag with her friends. Since it's like that, when a girl is crying in front of your eyes, I don't understand how to know if she's fine. But one thing that is decided is, whether it's a boy or girl, the people who cry in order to endure their tears, without using your voice, you gently comfort them. When you let go a little you watch over them.