HAHA NOONE will see this they have all forgotten about me........i have a son........very very super cool to be a dad........best son in the world.........i still love jenna........a lot

I havent posted in this thing in awhile. So much has happened since last time I'm not even going to bother trying...............

JDA

Hmmmmmmmmmm...
I have no idea what to write there is way to much for me to type.
Jenna im sorry i didnt call you last night, but when you hang out with your friends you dont make it a very big point to call me either......but i am sorry.

johnny

What do I have to do to be happy?

Oh, and i dont want her to like anyone else either. cause im not sure that i can compete with any other guys.

Hmmmmmmm, where do i start? Is it normal for a twenty year old male to cry over a girl? I hope so, cause i have do it a lot the last two days. I'm cool now but when i think about how much she means to me and how much i want her. It hurts, bad enough to cry ( Read more... )

So i guess that even after i thought all the bullshit was done more keeps on coming out. NOTHING happend when they spent the night i never told her that i could love her and i NEVER even thought of kissing her im not the one that wouldnt let go after a hug.............i dont understand why i just stuck up for her to someone and yet she still feels ( Read more... )

whats up? i had an awesome night. i got to see jenna all night i cooked for her and we just hung out all night. it was great.........anyways i think i might get to be by midnight, its about time ( Read more... )

Whats up nothing new to write about. I still want jenna as bad as ever, if not worse than before. I dunno, I think my life doesnt suck as bad as it did before, but i still dont have my car and that sucks really bad. I dont really have anything new to tell, jenna is coming over tomorrow and i am really looking forward to it. I guess thats all for ( Read more... )

So we went to the movies last night. The movie was horrible but there was an upside i gotta spend time with the person i want to be with more than anything in this world. See the thing is i dont think she knows how much i want her. Actually she does but, i hurt her. I lied to her, and its eating me up inside. I hurt someone who i honestly love who ( Read more... )