insert sigh of half relief half what the fuck here ( Read more... )

today started off crappy mainly cuz i was exausted and hung over from th eshow last night.it was fun.got very drunk on cheap beer so i guess i had to pay the price.my godfather was aweseom and let me leave early so i could haul ass out to titusville to see the girl.of course he made me beg a little just to fuck with me.but one way or another there ( Read more... )

yup im definately quitting the tattoo shop. i did 3 tattoo sthis week and i only did those ones because i called people and brought them in. i could have done that from home and not wasted 5 hours a night doing so.but it doesnt matter. im happy. i wa sright about something amazing happening. a i found out a lot of things this weekend. i cant really ( Read more... )

SOCIAL DISTORTION ( Read more... )

its amazing that something as simple as a plan to see someone can make a difference in how much you smile in a day.something amazing is going to happen soon.i dont know what it is but i know its going to be great ( Read more... )

so this week wasnt to oterribly bad.had some minor setbacks but i managed to go with th eflow an deal with them as best i could when i could. the only real thing that happenened that was upsetting this week was the girl wrecking her car. i was just concerned she was really hurt. but i assume she is well.other than that i got offered a full time ( Read more... )

wow....another day of not exactly puppies an dflowers. most of the day had gone ok. nothing worth telling really happened at all until i came home from my day job to let my dog out and for some wierd reason got online and found ou tthe girl im in love with wrecked her car.it was like someone instantly hit me in the stomach with a baseball bat. the ( Read more... )

so today ...er yesterday was one of those days that weren't exactly puppies and flowers. i was supposed to go give honey to the river for day 3 , i got 2 more to go. well my new car decided to bust a hose an dover heat.my first reaction was to freak out and think the worst and be miserable. but i thought of what someone told me. if you can fix a ( Read more... )

today i got my hair did.after talking with tom for a bit he was like who the hell are you?what happened to that person that would sit in my chair and tell me how miserable life is and how it would always seem like there was no hope in sight and nothing would ever change it.i like the new me alot.waking up excited to see what challenges and ( Read more... )

so just out of curiosity i read all of my previous journals. damn i was a miserable bastard. an dthe sad thing is the ones on LJ are minute compared to the actual journals i hand write. im scared to look in those. its funny because with how i feel now its like im reading about a completely different person. it doesnt even feel like it was me.but ( Read more... )