Pamela and I took Mama to brunch this morning. Luckily Pamela had gotten her some nice presents, and she really made me look good. I'm okay with surprise gifts, but I suck when it comes to holidays and birthdays and the like. I can never seem to get my shit together ( Read more... )

The muscles of my face are sore from pretending to look pleasant all day! I totally forgot we were having a barbecue at the ranch and that Ray and Lucy and a cast of thousands of others would be over most of the day ( Read more... )

Today was worse than yesterday! I never had a moment alone with Christopher, and I had to lie to Pamela and tell her I slept in Daddy's room Wednesday night because I was drunk. Then I got a lecture about driving home from the game liquored up, which I hadn't done. Pamela was still on the rag, so I didn't really blame her, but it's annoying to have ( Read more... )

I woke up in Daddy's bed ... alone. It was past 9:00, and I guess most people in the house figured I never got home at all. Maybe my wife thought I tied one on at the game and went home with the Hunts, or maybe she wondered if I hooked up with someone else ( Read more... )

Clark Hunt called last week and asked us to come join us in his suite for the FC Dallas game against Portland tonight. I knew Pamela wasn't feeling great because of her time of month, and I also knew Christopher likes soccer. And he likes Clark. So I asked him to come with me ( Read more... )

Uncle Bobby's lawyer, Lou Rosen, came in this morning, asking to talk to me. I figured it was something about Southfork, some plot Bobby was hatching to try to force my hand when it comes to the ranch. We haven't really talked at all about that, and like I may have mentioned before, I haven't really had time to process what it means to me to be ( Read more... )

I had a late lunch with Bum today. We're very careful what we say to each other in public, even at an outdoor restaurant. It was awkward enough when I thought he was the one who shot and killed J.R. But when I found out he had killed another man in my father's place, it really got complicated ( Read more... )

It's been such a busy week, it feels good to just sit on my ass and enjoy a quiet day. Pamela and I made love again last night, until the wee hours. And since she's due for her period later this week, the timing was perfect. She's on the pill right now, because she doesn't want to get pregnant again. We didn't talk about that, but I found the pills ( Read more... )

I said I'd tell about the text I got from J.R. earlier this week ( Read more... )

Pamela was reading a story on line today about Daniel Grayson's engagement. She asked me if I knew Grayson, and I wasn't sure how to answer. I asked her if she knew him ( Read more... )