I can explain, we all have exes, some who we never want to see again, and some you aren't ready to let go of. I honestly thought that it was Ronnie who was sending the emails. The guy who knocked on the window of my car was a rent a cop trying to let us know to get out of the parking lot. I think I had to chase Soniya like 300 yards before her " ( Read more... )

Figured it was that time again. I hung with soniya and wes today they had thier shining moments, like carrying soniya out of the bar. why does she insist on drinking when she so obviously can't hold it. soniya was really bummed because she lost tashas new home number and tasha doesnt have soniyas new number. at one time i thought the 2 were ( Read more... )

Soniya got discharged from the hospital. She is good, and her arm will be okay. The meds are still making her a lot loopy but she is a strong one. No major blood vessels or nerves have been damaged, she will be okay. That lat is me making myself feel better. Poor girl, I hate seeing her in pain.

Last night Soniya and I had gone to a campground just north of brooksville, and if you knew her you'd see how that was a bad idea. She hates bugs, is scared of the dark, storms make her nervous but it's adorable. It is hard to believe that she is the little girl I grew up with, that she is that annoying, snot faced, and fragile neighbor. We were ( Read more... )

Ever meet someone who can make you feel like the world is not spinning out of control. A friend who knows exactly what to say to make the doubts and fear go away. I love someone more than I ever knew possible someone who doesn't see me as anything more than a sexless shoulder to lean on. OUCH

My best friend, Soniya talked me into doing this whole journal thing so we can know what is going on in eachother's life. LOL this is so weird. I hope your happy. Anyways, when I think of something interesting to write I will write more, as for now I have to say I am desperately in love in someone who barely even notices me. LOL actually OUCH!