So things are looking up. Or maybe I am just looking up more. In any case I am biting the bullet and weaning myself off of the vet job. I'm a little scared about loosing my paycheck (however meager it may be), but I'm trusting God that something else will come up.

Clean a house... be there soon Jess ( Read more... )

It's late and I'm on my way to bed. We had a great game of Settlers tonight thanks to some brave new recruits. It reminded me of old times... Now they are all gone and I feel suddenly alone and sad. Sleep does wonders. It'll be ok.

I feel sick

I'm trying so hard to do the right thing. How much does effort and desire count for ( Read more... )

I've had enough of bad attitudes and nasty looks. I need a new job FAST!

Like learning the Elvish language! Come on, who's with me! We'll have that banquet under the trees and dress in capes and carry around swords and bows and say "mae govannen" over and over cause it's the only thing we can remember... I need a diversion. Something crazy or fun to keep me from getting too serious and stressed with all the BIG PLANS ( Read more... )

Do you ever just wish you could stop everything right in it's tracks, go back and start over? or even just leave everything behind and start fresh some place else... I just don't know what I'm doing here. What purpose do I have? Everyone I love is hurting or just plain gone from my life already. I am stuck in the most awkward job situation I ( Read more... )

I am at work today. Brought Chance the Dog to my house last night instead of spending the night at her house in Sarasota and it was a much more relaxing morning. Today is going very well and I am in a great mood, despite my simple insanity. I wonder what will happen to drive me to my usual breaking point into complicated insanity... it will ( Read more... )

SWF looking for a reason to smile. Many stressful jobs and no bad habits such as smoking or drinking to bring relief. Occasional nailbiting. Gives God the glory for every disaster in life, but worries that nonChristian friends may not understand how that is a good thing. Worries too much. Worries that worrying too much may not set a good ( Read more... )