conflict of emotions.

[joelze]

its all so surreal.
yet at the same time, depressing. 
it seems rather insipid, in a way.
the whole concept of birthdays. 
its only quintessential if you are somebody.
somebody who you can be proud of;
somebody who is not afraid of people putting you down simply because of the fact that noone should or will.
somebody who does not look back on the past and

Comments

[lovelyies]

hey dude..you sounded so ... in ur entry.
Your birthday coming in another half an hour(my time now is 2330)
Advanced HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!=D
HOPE THAT *if she remembers, it'll be the best birthday ever., the "she" will wish you=)
*smile*
Hope your wishes and dreams come true!
stay at nonsense and irritated(opps, kidding=P) always!hahaha!
Once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEL LEE ZHU ER,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!=D

[jotwein]

Happy Birthday buddy! We should meet for Botak again soon. Drag that woman out also. Now's holiday time man.

Take care. Enjoy life at Rubbish I mean Relaxed Poly.

[472239364]

buffet with you and my boyfriend soon, i hope. you miss us dont you. tsk tsk joel. anyway happy birthday. hope you enjoyed yourself!