Yeah today is valentines day and i have a gf no more. It sucks really bad i just wish i could get someone to talk to beth for me or something. I was going to ask you melissa but when i called you you weren't home. i would just like it if beth would see how good of a bf i really was. i dunno maybe her friends say stuff to her that makes her confused ( Read more... )

Hey here is the update about me and beth right now. Ok well we talked on the phone tuesday for a bit then she called me at work to ask if i would come up to her house in the morning befor she went to school ( Read more... )

Hey can't sleep i was hopeing beth would call me back. Maybe i couldn't sleep bc i was excited about her calling me this morning. I sould of stayed up till 10 and then i could of talked to her. I think about her all the time i don't know if she even thinks about me anymore. I don't know what to do to make her talk to me i don't know if i sould get ( Read more... )

Hey I am lil sleepy today drained or whatever. Beth tried to call me at 9:30am today but i was asleep. I wonder what she wanted? Did she want to make stuff up or did she just call my phone on accident. Or did she just called to tell me why it is over. But when i saw that she called my cell it made me sad and happy at the same time. I still hurt ( Read more... )

Hey me again still feeling a lil done about my beth =( it hurts i know but it hurts everytime i think about her and she is all i think about ironic don't you think. Still don't know why she broke up with me i think about that more than anything like what did i do wrong or what did i say that mad her that mad at me. I also know you guys are getting ( Read more... )

Well another day and though i am not crying or being just a bump in the house today i am still upset. I know i will get over it but it is hard to stop thinking about her. I saw her almost everyday for a yr then about 3 months ago our relationship just started to suck. I still love her i just don't know how to get over it. I guess it will just take ( Read more... )

You know me and beth hasn't been getting a long lately. She tells me that i am annoying to her and that i am a dumbass. You know she says that i am up her ass all the time but fuck i never get to see her that much. i went to see her at wendys but see wanted me to leave. But i stayed there for a hour just so i could talk to her for like 5 mins. but ( Read more... )

Hey hows everyone doing? I have been having a lot of problems with my life lately. Don't want to talk about them on here bc they are personal. just a bunch of shit. I feel like ia m stupid all the time and that i am alone. Like no one cares about me or gives a shit. I like the money i get from my new job, but i hate working everyday there. I wish i ( Read more... )