hey its me Joel

[joel_bowles]

Hey hows everyone doing? I have been having a lot of problems with my life lately. Don't want to talk about them on here bc they are personal. just a bunch of shit. I feel like ia m stupid all the time and that i am alone. Like no one cares about me or gives a shit. I like the money i get from my new job, but i hate working everyday there. I wish i was rich then me a beth would be ok for the rest of our life's. Everything in my life has just went down hill about 3 or 4 months ago. me and my family is bad. Me and beth we are not doing to good and i feel like i am the only one that is trying to work shit out. my job is ok but i hate being there every fucking day. I just wish god would look at me and feel sorry and make everything better for me. But that is life no matter how you look at it it never goes your way. Even when you would do anything to make it better.

Well leave me a comment i want to hear from you guys.
Joel A. Bowles