Since my last entry a lot has taken place in my life. I managed not to attend anymore of the religious gatherings I mentioned in my last entry. I was just too busy during the end of last semester. I was not only busy with school work, but also my family life which has once again come undone and I also had met a guy who I had been going out with and ( Read more... )

The past two weeks I have attended a religious affiliated service here on campus. It was one evening each week. I was initially invited to go with my neighbor. I turned him down the first time with the excuse that I had homework I was working on, which wasn't a complete lie. The truth though was that when he told me it was a religious thing I kinda ( Read more... )

My mom's house is finally almost finished being rebuilt. I went home over the weekend so her, my little brother, and I could spend our first weekend back in the house. I wasn't really expecting a lot of change because I've seen the house during different stages of being rebuilt, so I basically knew what it looked like. It didn't feel much different ( Read more... )

Something is off with me and has been recently. I'm not sure what it is exactly, but it's like I've been on edge a lot and I've been seeing things differently. I feel like there is something else that's missing from the same old usual that I always have. I find myself occasionally annoyed with the people I'm constantly in contact with, which is not ( Read more... )

Why do parents seem to think their children are incompetent? I call my dad saying "dad my tv is broken." To this my dad preceads to ask me if I have tried this that and the other thing because he's convinced there is nothing wrong with my tv, but that it's probably the cable hookup in my room. You would think that after telling him that I get no ( Read more... )

One Pill - Nya Jade
Do you remember?
How love could get you by
Do you remember?
The joy in the moonlit sky
People we're to visit for coffee and conversation
We're racing through the city
We're a quick fix nation

And there's one Pill just to kill the pain
And there's one pill to make you feel sain
And there's one pill for a cheap thrill
And it's all ( Read more... )

There are times in life when you wish you'd have said something that you let slide for the sake of the situation, but when you look back you wish you'd have said them. That feeling is the reason for me starting this journal. This will be my third journal I've created, but each time I've started one previously with the intention of getting things ( Read more... )