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So, I met an amazing person April 16. Beautiful. I remember what it is to feel and am becoming aware of feelings that I didn't know I was capable - an amorous depth of existence. I can no longer think my way out of my nonsensical solitude. I am happy to be WITH, OPEN, delicately connected to another heart.

So much to say. And no words to explain. :)

i am saying this here because i know that is not easily found ( Read more... )

hijacker ( Read more... )

disregard: needed a place to quickly jot lyric ideas ( Read more... )

had a miserable 3 hour car ride with someone who is a friend but still a stranger. i hate getting lost. i hate driving up mountains. i hate listening to someone curse because they think they sound cool. furious with spurious people ( Read more... )

a possible lyric - i promise it sounds better with the music ( Read more... )

caught myself reading personal ads on craigslist last night....

i think i need a plant.


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finally i am awake while sun can stream in my room. i opened a window too! i am freezing, but i need some air!!!

i was dreaming poetry and sex last night. poems poems poems were rolling around pinballs in my subconscious arcade. jeeezus, i need to make some time to write it down.

DING! lights fizzle & pop.

Happy 4th!


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