Life is so cruel. I hurt, the pain is so great. I cannot control it. I cannot seem to fight it. It's consuming me so. This flat spin I'm in, this downward spiral. Its dizzying effect would make one think he or she was suffering from the worst case of vertigo.

How did I get here? Why is this happening to me? When will it stop? How can I beat this ( Read more... )

So yesterday, Janice, Jarrod, Jessen, Josh and I  all went to help Lani move her stuff onto the moving truck. Jarrod and I began to argue on which items should go where. Everyone knows you should NOT argue with someone with engineering experience! A fight ensued shortly after. Here's the blow by blow:

After Jarrod made some inflammatory remarks I ( Read more... )

I have alot on my mind. In light of my recent engagement, Janice and I have opened a joint account up to help us be more productive in our saving process. Things we need to save for? Well, the obvious is the wedding. In reality, the only major priority with that, is coming up with the deposit for the location. We are in the midst of working on that ( Read more... )

I feel so lucky to be alive. I am recently engaged to a beautiful young woman, Janice. We've set our date for June 2nd 2007 to give us time to prepare, as we are paying for everything ourselves. She alone makes me very happy, but I am also blessed to have a wonderful circle of friends. These include members of my family, and people I have known for ( Read more... )

Hello all! This is my first post on livejournal. My best friend, general_aspasia, recommend I check out this site for its blogging options and such. I checked it out and I liked the flavor, the vibe, feel ya catch my drift? So stay tuned! Many more posts to come!