bad things!!!

[jlcantrell1]

i want to be happy but for some reason i set myself up to not be happy......or else the wrong things make me happy.  ive been on a "diet" and tried on some clothes yesterday that hadnt fit a week or two ago at all and now they fit.  THIS makes me incredibly happy, but i know the way i go about it is wrong.  good ol friends, ED are back.....my

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[adam_0oo]

Sucks that you think your ED is coming back, hopefully you can be happy when you feel good weight wise.

Why don't you feel bad or guilty if it was your fault? What happened, if you don't mind me asking?

[jlcantrell1]

im not sure which part youre talking about, but some of the things i do that are "bad" are considered that way by society, i myself disagree. ive always lived my life outside of the mainstream and i dont see why i have to change if im not hurting anyone.

[adam_0oo]

Oh, I did misread that. I guess I was asking what the bad things you were craving was.

But I am totally with you, society is full of idiots, keep yourself out of the mainstream.