i got a new journal since this one hates me

http://www.livejournal.com/users/color_me__happy/

add me!

ahhhhh i am having so many issues with this journal.

the parents are being wayy lame today ::sigh:: they are so frustrating sometimes because nothing i do is good enough for them. i try my hardest i swear!! they just can't seem to accept who i am but i am not going to change to please them... i'm not going to change to please anyone. I am who i am and I'm sorry if that isn't good enough for you. I am ( Read more... )

S as in  Secret

I admire you from  a-afar

XO-  Bad Rhymer

(^thats for you Judith)

(i miss you)

<3

my background on this thing decided to not like me and it won't work so it is blank until i find another hip background to put on here and my user pic sucks too so if anyone has any pictures they think would be cool as my background it would be just great if you'd let me know ( Read more... )

hmm... here's an update on my life...

school kinda sucks, lots of work lately, I love Shane lots <3 girls are dramatic but i just try to lay low, i can't speak french for the life of me, i am flat broke, there is a skunk in my driveway right now, i only have one kitten left out of Oreo's litter and thats Maggy (not counting the stuffed Chewey that ( Read more... )

cut my hair shorter, die it a little darker, brighten up the tips, and paint the nails black, add a few peircings, thicken the liner, add ink to the skin, jazz up the clothes, become more vintage, smile a little more, add some red lipstick, bring color to my black and white lifestyle, pump up the amp, snap too many shots, paint a little crazier, ( Read more... )

I think, I know I love you.

It took awhile for me to bring myself back to the surface and to finally get the strength to stand up on my own. At one point I stared at my reflection in the mirror and thought to myself "maybe i will be okay". I had two of the best friends in the world that i could turn to for anything, an alright relationship with my parents and brother, good ( Read more... )

i love you.