I will either make it or break. cross your balls that I will MAKE IT

SO I MET A BOY A FEW YEARS BACK. WE WERE DOOMED THEN AND WE ARE DOOMED NOW. but it's ok!

WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO LET PEOPLE GO WHEN I KNOW IT'S UNHEALTHY FOR ME TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE RELATIONSHIP?

I pretty much just wanna give up.

this live journal is dead. my insides are shot, my back is fucked. I'm finally doing something for new years and that something being going to boston. working christmas, 2 bouncing souls shows then boston, then who the hell knows what. a new tattoo perhaps. Oh how I'm itching to get another, already planned out, must finish paying CC bill. ( Read more... )

I wish I was as strong as my friend selma. All the things she been through (most currently bad cancer) she always looks on the brighter side of things. I love this girl to death and it's hard to hear her talk about all the things wrong with her becuase I cant be there for her. I cant be her shoulder to cry on, I can't hold her hand when she's ( Read more... )

comes the depression of stupid winter. It has already started... actually it's been pretty bad throughout the year and I cant frickin live like this anymore. For once I want to be happy with everything, my job, friends, a love life even (there hasnt been one of those in years haha. it's not like I need one but I want one. This "lonely" shit isn ( Read more... )

its nights like these that make me want to pack a bag and just fucking leave and never ever look back.

!@#$

I is sick again, someone come give me hugs and back rubs. thanks.

I have never felt this lonely in my whole entire young life. I don't like this feeling, I hate it. blah

IF YOU MAKE PLANS WITH ME ONE MORE FUCKING TIME AND DECIDE NOT TO FOLLOW THROUGH DUE TO SOME OBVISOULY RETARDED LIE, I WILL FIGHT YOU ( Read more... )