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Some where between the dead and the Dieing
In life we live, in life we learn. Everyday you wake up you look at a brand new day. Is going to be positive or negative is you choice. I'm looking for something, something that I can't seem to find. I'm here right now at the scary point of my life preparing to move out on my own. Though my career is suppose to start soon I dont know how to feel. ( Read more... ) -
At the end of the World I can only be me.
I never, said I'd lie and wait forever ( Read more... ) -
Old friend/Nu life/Big Fears
Well my dad said he saw Jeff that I should stop by and visit. I don't know the Jeff I remember was goofy and fun. Ever since i lost contact I dont know the Jeff now. yet i kinda want to just because I want to see how his doing. Well soon my world will be coming to a stand still i guess. I have a life thats not easy at all. Tho I wish it would be. ( Read more... ) -
My Self
I am a social liar who usually just doesn't care about people. That sounds about right sometimes. Yeah i'm a liar yet when do tell the truth I don't like be humliated. Is it me anymore living this life I cant seem to grasp anything anymore. I just sort of move along. Another large move comes again. Another part of my story starts over. I seem to ( Read more... ) -
Du Hast Mesh
Something just happend which caused me to remember why things are this way. A conduit tells me of an event I became angry. Then as I thought my day was a good thing I was wrong. Dead wrong, I know why feel this way. And know why I will always feel this way. I think I need my social life back in order. School's almost out, My internship is almost ( Read more... ) -
Back Burner
Have I put everything on hold just so I could use this one chance to prove the world that I'm best in medicine. With school closing to an end and me coming out on top i'm a still a monster. In about an 1hour I have to be at work the drive alone is 45 mins. I thought this would be the best experince in life a man could want. To work in a hospital ( Read more... ) -
1st day
I took a new job today and got to have some work hours to do it. I was in the basement of Northside hospital. Working my buns off from 4p.m to 3a.m. hard shift I can tell you. I mean I did everything from running up and down to stacking shit. To taking orders from the Cafeteria and had to goto Varsity in Atlanta. For the first time ever i'm in the ( Read more... ) -
Fate
Its all coming together a women called about a job. I got a hundred on my test for Pharm tech. Northside is needing help. This is my chance to walk into the doors that I have wanted to. When Kim had to goto the hospital we went to northside I have never been to northside except when i was very little. I liked the hospital so much I asked a nurse ( Read more... ) -
The Cinders of Cindy
Hello, my name is Jeremy Marrs I am a Loser, a user and just a plain backstabbing bastard. Things that I like to say good about me have passed so long ago. Why am I being verbally abusive to myself. Well when you fuck up not only your own life. Yet 2 others you might have a hard time telling yourself your a good person. I have also encountered many ( Read more... ) -
Enough Power
I'm just writing down my thoughts thats all I ever seem to do. I'm trying to work on things for the better. Yet I like in this new position of power to be partners. Is alot better then being some low worker. Lately I have been wanting to more power what I mean by that. I want to be in a better positions into my field. I like the idea of having more ( Read more... )