Why do I do it? I don't even understand. Why do I do it to myself?

I wish I believed fully, 100%, unconditionally in God. It may help.

_Drew

It's so wierd to think that two years ago, I was just a lowly freshman at Sandy High School, just starting out on my drama "journey." It's wierd to think about the people then, the people I looked up to, that I almost considered gods. Jacob Platt I remember the most, as he was the TA second period for Drama 1. I remember him being the biggest goof- ( Read more... )

I found this on someone's random old journal:
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Hello you all. For any of you who care, I've been submitting pictures to Jones Soda, if you want to see them, you can go to JonesSoda.com and search for my name in the gallery. Carly is on there, too. My newest one is here: http://www.jonessoda.com/gallery/view.php?ID= ( Read more... )

Fuck.

Fucking auditions sucked. I did horrrible... like usually, I can say I did okay.. but No. I did horrible It was really bad, i am so not excited. I tried to not talk about it, not be too upset. But shit. I did bad.

Going camping tomorrow, pretty excited.

With love,
Drew Schaffer

I got an interview at The Disney Store... Pretty freaking sweet. They are making an exception to thier 18 year old policy for the Christmas season, and they said "If we like you, we tend to keep you... So you came at the perfect time..." That would be awesome ( Read more... )

I want to move out. I want to do what Rachael said, and start a big ol' house where teenagers who don't want to live with thier parents can go, and live happier.

But then only about 10% of kids would live at home... damn.

With tons of Love,
Drew

I quit my job today, finally. God, I am so glad. I probably should have given two weeks notice, but... I'm an idiot, remember? Don't work at Fred Meyer. You are forced to do other people's jobs, and you are also forced to do stuff that is, I'm not kidding, illegal. It's horrible ( Read more... )

Holy shit I am dizzy. It's really wierd, I don't like it ( Read more... )