I finally love where I am.

sometimes i still need you to tell me goodnite but you don't answer the phone ( Read more... )

i ask for too much. and for all of my optimism i see flaws in everything and everyone including myself. i wonder if the reason i can't define my feelings for others is because i don't know how i feel about myself ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of where i am. not the physical location though. i'm glad melanie has common sense cause my other roommate is nuts. Mel's adopted freshman are throwing up their guts in the bathroom and she keeps saying i'm sorry i'm sorry its so cute. woot for the fast track.

i wish i was where i want to be.

sometimes i get so confused about everything. and i really want to talk to someone about it but i know they won't care how i do. I wish i could make people forget things and remember other things. i want to know for sure that where i'm going is where i want to be.

and i really miss that new love feeling.

<3

I'm working at VT and it's pretty sweeet. millions of dollars for eating pretzels and taking naps.

Woot!

so maybe the downs are there to make the ups as intoxicating as the first time. cause even fairytales have a little bit of wickedness.

i haven't laughed like i did tonite in what seems like a hundred years.

pull up a chair
you ever just feel like screaming?
i don't
i wish i was invisible.
that i could just not exist for a day.

too bad they don't have observer mode in real life.

you wanted just i tomorrow due even wasn't it you wanted just i cheated feel i you wanted just i

and i'd thought i'd finally rid myself of my destructo powers forever.