i haven't posted in so long because there hasn't been anything to talk about.
Summer's ending. Alex and I broke up. He's at Pitt. Ashlyns at Temple. Sarahs in Tennessee.
things are really shitty feeling lately. its been a bad end to a good summer.
But who didn't see this coming? i've been talking about it all year.

On a more positive note,
i have ( Read more... )

hola.

so today i'm giving my cousin's fiances daughter drum lessons. She is the coolest little
girl and i'm so psyched. I wish I started when I was younger because you pick up on it
so much quicker that way. Anyway, shes going to be bad ass, haha.
The end.

I didnt think i would but im having trouble typing because i shut my
finger in the door last night ( Read more... )

i leave for france in ONE week.

and i have been planning this trip for a year.

oh my god.

we are silly and in love.

Today was too mundane to write about,
but wonderful enough to keep me contented.

I need to get myself together.

Two days ago, I told my boyfriend things have been going well.
I told him I'm fine. But all of a sudden everything seems to have broken into a million little 
pieces in front of me, and I don't know how to put them back together.

Losing someone sucks. Regardless of whether or not it's expected or unexpected,
it shakes ( Read more... )

i'm sad today.
i really just want to see him
so i can stop being stressed out
over things i cant fix now.
he won't come over.

so many people arent coming back next year.
i am.
i keep SAYING this.
i knew this was going to happen all year.
I knew this was going to happen my entire life..
but it's finally happening now.

this sucks. i dont even want to talk to ( Read more... )

hiya..
so it's spring break!
today was an all around good day. Got up at 6:00 to deliver papers and couldn't fall asleep
again once I got home. A was up too, and came and got me around 8:00 to go back to his house
and lay around all morning. Driving past core creek on the way, we decided to stop and take
a looksy. We stood out on the docks and watched ( Read more... )

So much to get done today.. but it's alright because
tomorrow afternoon marks the start of SPRING BREAK.
I anticipate this to be a lot of fun. As will be tomorrow night
and hopefully saturday if I manage to get up to bloomsburg.
Anyway, prom was a really good time. And so were the warm
spring-like days this week.  I dont know. There were a few goodbad
( Read more... )

I always thought this was completely normal... but i had a really hard time explaining it yesterday.
The GoodBad feeling.
Its the kind where youre not completely sure if you're happy or sad.
It doesn't sway either way. It doesn't settle. It sits in your stomach and throat and
head and eyes and creates frustration until eventually, for no reason, it ( Read more... )

This week has been invigorating.
Sunny afternoons and 3 hour school days.

Today was supposed to be my last day at KYW but
the unexpected six inches of snow we got (hello weather, meet march. That's enough
now) turned things around. So i'm outside this morning after fighting with
my mom yesterday (the really involved screaming and yelling kind for two ( Read more... )