you're scared to accept
someone to share your regrets
when you're aching
you go it alone
when you want to
you take what you need to make you whole
i know it's not easy
i know i can't feel through what you have been and trust
don't come easy
'cause to trust is to depend
and who wants to give up that part of them

I was motivated to write in this one for some reason. JJ gave me the idea of seeing how many people would notice. I miss this journal. I miss my blonde hair i had when i wrote in this journal. I miss this journal the most right now is because when I look at it, its all spring memories. I can't wait for the weather to get warmer. I'm really excited ( Read more... )

hey lj bitchez.

carwash_romance

adddd meee

its kind of sad to just stop writing in this. i mean, it only has my life in it. but i need to. new name. ask me for it and i probably wont mind telling you.

way to much work in school today. gah. i`m supposed to do something with erin. last night pat said he was comming over today. i dont think he really will ( Read more... )

I figured all the years we shared were proof enough ( Read more... )

tonight was wicked cool. but today sucked so i'll skip that. tonight me and matt walked down to about chris's house and met tom chris nate mary liz rachel and sarah.. then we walked to get roger but roger never came out..so yea then we went to laurens house, and hung out. so then it was me matt chris nate tom mary liz rachel sarah lauren taylor ( Read more... )

the beach was fun, i went with taylor. and we saw allison lauren hubby and two girls i didnt know, and we played vollyball. i suck at that. then me and taylor played some frisbee.. we were gona eat at jakes to see pat but it was a half hour wait for a table. so i talked to him through the window for a few. and then we left.. and got chicken at ( Read more... )

fuck you distance, i dont care if you never wake up agian,. DIE AND BE GONE

;] have a nice one.

moo.. ...please???

:[

i really need that now.