I could first say that work gets in the way of me, but I would be fooling myself. I could next speak of how school gets in the way but this manner of faux speech is not prudent. I hate that when it comes down to it, the real issue is me. My plate full, empty, or in between is never just right for me. What is the wall I hit? I have always done ( Read more... )

Just curious who is still out there. I am working on a more professional blog. There should be more activity soon, or a move to there. Maybe I'll check back and check everyone's journal soon. Still in school, graduate in June, got a bf (named Gregg), and nope I don't know what is next for me.

J

I was just informed that if I don't cut hours working this quarter, I'll have to work even less next quarter. This is a issue because I planned paying rent (and buying food) this year based around working so many hours each week. Apparently I have an allocation for hours I can work based on financial aid or something. Work-study is important not ( Read more... )

I have my first grey hair. Something in the last 6 months must have really rocked my world. Hmmm...in addition to the lone grey/white hair there are two "red" strands as well. All on my chinny chin chin ( Read more... )

I ventured onto my friends page for the first time in many months...I'm missing everyone's lives.

Trying to resist the urge to read back journals of all those in my life.

Love you all.

i'm starting to think that there isn't just one path to our destinations in life. I think the more in touch that you are with yourself and how you interact with your surroundings will aid in getting further, faster. Yet, if you are trying to speed things along by forcing them, you are veering off course. Finally, you have some control over what ( Read more... )

"The purpose of a relationship is not to have another who might complete you, but to have another with whom you might share your completeness"
-Neale Donald Walsh

I hold the people in my life at high standards. Which is a pleasant change from expecting a lot out of them. I expect things from myself. I am expecting to be at premier levels.

I wander aimlessly. Closer and further from you. Alternating joy.

how do you fit into my life?

how is it changing?

I wonder if there is an equation and everything else are the inputs, of which keep changing?

Or the inputs don't change but it's the equation that does?

Both?

What are people looking for? In a time of tight politics, strong sentences, and reshaped youth people seem a bit lost. The 'next issue' is the tangible thing we all want to hold onto. Strong thoughts on how our future is going to turn out. Gay or not, the youth of today seem to be stuck at a cusp. Some have broken loose, we feel years of fear ( Read more... )