I feel like me and Mikey are slipping apart. I can't really explain it but its just this overwhelming feeling. But its like he doesn't even notice. I think he knows I'm feeling weird but somtimes the feeling fades away and everything is fine again so i think that reasures him that everythign is okay ( Read more... )

Well i know it has been a while.... but now my computer is hooked up ( Read more... )

So yeah its been a whle again. My computer broke down. But yeah ( Read more... )

Alright all! My baby shower is going to be Nov 12th at the Grand Rapids Legion Hall. Leave me your addys so i can send some invites out!!

Alright so here is my long over do journal entry. I know it has been while and so much has happened so i will try and just enlightened you all on the main highlights ( Read more... )

I know that there is the thing called post pardom depression but I know that doesn't come till after the baby is born.....So what do you call it now? I mean is it common for girls to just become completely miserable while being pregnant? i mean I find the entire idea of myself repulsive. I don't even want to look in the mirror or have anyone ( Read more... )

Okay I know I wasn't suppose to find out until Aug. 11th but I guess some good comes with the bad. I was driving home from work this morning and I started to get kinda dizzy and just felt weird so I started to pull my car over and I just blacked out and fell out of my door. Luckly Mikey was there with me to put the car in park and pick me up off ( Read more... )

Okay....I left as planned on Tues. for my vacation with my family. He called around 2:30pm that day. He was just returning from court. He had been in jail. He was arrested for a warrent he had out for his arrest. I am so not sure I believe this story because I did call the jails and not to mention I put out the missing person report and the ( Read more... )

Alright he has been gone since like 11:00pm yesterday. I don't understand. And no one has heard a word fromhim. He usually calls after like four hours or the most six. Never has he ever not called. I am so worrried now. I know he is prolly out being stupid but I can't help but worry ya know? I filed a missing person report witht the police. ( Read more... )

The father of my child has yet agian decided to run off and be a fuck again. I am starting to think this would be way easier on my own. As hard as it is for me to think about going off and being by myself I am thinking I am going to have to do it. He is stressing me out to where I can't eat or sleep, ( i even took 2 sleeping pills) I feel like ( Read more... )