Ummm
So yeah its been a whle again. My computer broke down. But yeah.
So I am just getting over the flu. I ended up in the hospital wed night. I pucked for 2 straight hours. Man did it suck. But yeah. Mikey was out being stupid yet agian. He didn't even come to the hospitial to check on me. He didn't get home till about 4pm the next day. He has been out of work for over a month now.
He leaves fri. i told him he had to go and get help. He has problems and he needs to get help. He also has to have a job before he can come back. I know this is the best thing to do but I am so scared that once he goes he won't come back. i know I would eventually be fine but I don't want to go through this heartbreak again. I am so afraid. Not to menti0on what happenes if instead of getting help he just goes off the deep end and just goes crazy and fucks everythign all up?? Maybe this is a mistake. I just don't know anymore.
What am i going to do when he is gone? Just sit at home all alone in my empty trailor all by myslef. I think I am just dooming myslef into misery. I just don't know. Well I better go.
So I am just getting over the flu. I ended up in the hospital wed night. I pucked for 2 straight hours. Man did it suck. But yeah. Mikey was out being stupid yet agian. He didn't even come to the hospitial to check on me. He didn't get home till about 4pm the next day. He has been out of work for over a month now.
He leaves fri. i told him he had to go and get help. He has problems and he needs to get help. He also has to have a job before he can come back. I know this is the best thing to do but I am so scared that once he goes he won't come back. i know I would eventually be fine but I don't want to go through this heartbreak again. I am so afraid. Not to menti0on what happenes if instead of getting help he just goes off the deep end and just goes crazy and fucks everythign all up?? Maybe this is a mistake. I just don't know anymore.
What am i going to do when he is gone? Just sit at home all alone in my empty trailor all by myslef. I think I am just dooming myslef into misery. I just don't know. Well I better go.