For those of you that read this, all is good. I'm in Florida, have a job, and will be moving into our own place in the next few weeks. If anyone's out there, let me know.

I feel empty and alone...someone make it go away. Please, just snap and make these next two weeks disappear. I didn't even think it would be this hard...I feel so sick. Someone make him come home. Or someone give me a lift down there. I can't do this.

I think that those "real" pictures that are all over the internet of aborted babies should be banned. Those bullshit pictures scare girls all over the world into not thinking about everything clearly. They put a guilt trip on EVERY woman that looks at them, even if they haven't done anything. It's all bullshit ( Read more... )

There's absolutely nothing keeping me here anymore. I feel like a piece of me is missing...like someone ripped out a chunk of my heart.

I can't even begin to grasp the reality of this.

Even though the beginning of the week had it's down spots, this week has been awesome!!! I've gotten to spend a lot of time with my godkids. Their Mom is really having a tough time right now, so it looks like this is just the tip of the iceberg. Their parents are going to be drawing up the papers for Tony and I to be OFFICIAL GODPARENTS here in ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those days. Tony and Roomie didn't go to work today...and Tony was in a bad mood after he cleaned my sister's old room. I took some photo albums out of the closet and he yelled at me for taking them down. So....naturally, I got pissed right back and said "Fine." and picked them up and walked out. He broke a vase or ( Read more... )

You guys know that you can comment on this, right?? Now how is it supposed to be amusing is you guys don't post something on here? I don't feel loved....
PS- DJKISSLER, I worship you for this!!
*Note: My new LJ appearance is all in thanks to him!!!

Sorry, but I had to brag....I WENT SUNBATHING TOPLESS FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I'm done.

Well, today is April 30th. I was supposed to be getting married today. Hey "Mom"! You were right about it raining!! Other than that, today was a good day. I went up to see Tony at work when he was on lunch. It was nice being able to have some real alone time. My goddaughter is doing well. She's gaining weight and growing like she's supposed ( Read more... )

I got bored and decided to look around the Star 94 website (to find out if it's true that Paula is nailing the American Idol men) and stumbled upon this link that read, "Steve and Vikki's Car Wreck," and had to read it. The whole thing is a message that this guy is leaving to one of his co-workers. He begins the message appologizing for being ( Read more... )