How did I manage to mess up one more time. this pattern seems to be the story of my life. should have learned this lesson by the thousandth time. cause I promised myself I wouldn't fall, but here I've fallen. I guess I'm not as strong as I thought. all I can do is cry to you ( Read more... )

I waited for you today, but you didn't show. No. I needed you today. So where did you go? You told me to call. Said you'd be there, and though I haven't seen you, are you still there? I cried out with no reply, and I can't feel you by my side. So I'll hold tight to what I know..you're here and I'm never alone. And though I cannot see you, and I can ( Read more... )

yesterday was a very awful,humiliating day. i didn't think i would be able to make it home. thankfully God gave me the strength to get into vanessa's car so she could drive me home. when i got home i slept from 2:50 to 10:00 a.m. the next day which is today. my mom came home with a surprise, (Peter Pan)..she came in holding a bag and said she got ( Read more... )

ok i'm feeling so sick right now. i hope it's not a migrane...i've never had one before, and this headache i have is throbbing my head..the only way it feels better is if i rest my head on a pillow. is it bad if your hands are really really shaky..cause my hands are shaking really bad. uuh this sucks ( Read more... )

life is so much better when all you do is trust that God has what's best. i talked to marisa the other day and she helped me realize that it's best just to wait..and that's all that i need to do is wait. not worry about making it happen or come to be, but just be patient and know that whatever God has planned, He'll make it happen. thanks marisa, ( Read more... )

school testing the rest of this month..so much fun! the weekends will be my sleeping days. today my teacher was so nice and got us all cereal and caprisuns. one of the cereal's fell over and got all over the floor though, which stunk. then this dude brought in some doughnuts YUM. school is gonna be over soon, YAY!!

when is it going to happen? when i feel like it's about to happen..something always shuts it down. how can i have faith on it when everything makes it seem impossible? i guess i just gotta wait and be patient ( Read more... )

i am destined to do something today. yes. yesterday was fun i guess. marisa came over at around 3 somethin, and we just sat around haha. then she straightened (sp?) my hair and then we watched Ryan Seacrest Live..that man is very different looking. Basically we were just tryin to waste time until 6:30. We started watchin where we had left off on ( Read more... )

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friday was pretty fun. i picked up marisa and together we went to robert's house to say good-bye to him before he left to go to the church. he's in mexico right now, i hope he's having a good time!! he really wanted to take his guitar too haha. he loves his guitar ( Read more... )