Apr 13, 2004 14:57
when is it going to happen? when i feel like it's about to happen..something always shuts it down. how can i have faith on it when everything makes it seem impossible? i guess i just gotta wait and be patient...
be safe ok? i saw the bandage..that should never happen..i don't know what was going through your head when it happened. i was shocked, for i did not picture you as someone who would do that. pain is not the answer...you would have been greatly missed if everything went as planned.
it comes into my thoughts, and when i reject it..i start feeling like it will never happen. i've been promised that it will, but when? i feel like i have been waiting for so long. i guess i just feel like it needs to happen now because it happened at this time with someone else.. i should try not focusing on it for a long time..cause it will come on it's own time, and that will be the perfect time.