so, i ran out of tylenol threes this morning and they wear off after 5 hours, so for the rest of the day i havent taken anything. MY FUCKING SKULL FEELS LIKE ITS ABOUT TO BURST OUT OFMY EYE SOCKET!!!! so instead of following the rukes of the hospital i took 4 exedrin before i came up to be online then go to bed. i dont even care. i have surgery on ( Read more... )

so i got in a car accident on thursday and totalled my car. i hit my face on the steering wheel and crushes every bone in the right side of my face. i have to have surgery on wednesday this coming week, and I cant work for two weeks, HURRAY!! but what really sucks is i dont have a car. and my eye is swollen shut and im in a lot of pain. but other ( Read more... )

Cant sleep because i can hear my parents having sex. KILL ME NOW!!! for real. they just went away for the whole weekend and they have to come home and wait till i go to bed to start fucking eachother why? its really ridiculous. it wouldnt even bother me that much, if i could HEAR IT. seriously, they are so fucking loud, and it is really gross. ( Read more... )

Alright, i just got a job in pontiac for crying out loud, never had a job in my life and now im getting paid like 10 bucks an hour. WEIRD. anyways, its at this place called ultra professional lawncare services and its like mowing, lanscaping, cleaning yard, like raking and shit, and in the winter... PLOWING. oh yeah so i start next monday and i ( Read more... )

so, Hiedi and i FINALLY got back together on monday. I missed her so much for so long. maybe this time i wont be a total moron and fuck everything up. phew, i can only dream. hahaha anyways, i cant wait until SEAN PARVIN comes home because he is a fucking raging lunatic and he is my brother from another mother. hahaha see ya.

Just sittng at heidi's house again, of course! and um im super bored, she doesnt even talk to me when im here, i HATE THAT! and when i try to talk to her all she does is ignore me and shrug me off, im so sick of it, why do i keep comign backl? oh yeah, now i remember, because im hopeless. lol. anyways im outta here the OC is on and apparently i ( Read more... )

so, somehow i have seemed to fallen back in love with heidi. am i stupid? i dont know anymore. she just makes me feel like nothing else in the world matters. Ive spent all my open hosue money in two weeks which was $800.00 i know its pretty bad. The tires on my car have taken the liberty of being completly bald and falling apart. today was the ( Read more... )

WUTUP! I'm back, ive been in africa for a while, NOT! Why would i go to that piece of shit country? Anyways I'm just sittin around mostly, everyone else is back in school and i sleep until they get out anyways or a little bit before so bsically i sit around until there is something to do and then i go do it. Most of my nights end up with me finding ( Read more... )

nothing makes sense anymore, today started out perfect, last night me and heidi had a great time and made plans for today then i hung out with chuck today then went and hung out with her, we had an even better time, and she came around my mom again and found out that my moms wasnt going to be mean to her or hate her or anything, then i took her ( Read more... )

so tonight i hung out with heidi, we went to mcdonalds and gor a burger and a shake, then we sat for a little bit then went to the park. We sat at the park for a long time just talking and listening to music. then we went for a walk, and of course SHE played on the playscape, oh and FYI heidi pissed down the big swirl slide so dont go down that one ( Read more... )