i think im gonna delete this journal.... what do u think?

if u are reading my journal, ignore it. i love you. loving you makes me happy, so dont worry about me. i love you so much

first off everyone back off nick. he is the person i turn to when i am feeling uber low, he knows everything, i tell him EVERYTHING so he has a better clue to Jessiqua than any of you... second of all rais and imo did u get my email? if so just email me back. third... what the fuck is going on and who can i trust?!?!?!?!

well, yes... i think i am gonna stop for a while..... i have a new journal, but i dont want to share yet...... i am not ready, and neither are u......

i find my self slowly drifting into depression again... and i think my self-esteem has hit an all time low..... a personal situation i am going through is not really helping this either..... and i think very soon i will lose whatever grip i have on realty.....(for those of you without a clue i suffer from low self-esteem that, no matter what people ( Read more... )

so... if anyone cares.... here is what i wrote on the train this morning ( Read more... )

well, im happy even though i had a crap plane ride.... i was nauseus, had a headache, and cramping.... and i passed out when i got home even though it was like really early in the day. so as i floated in and out of conciousness my family left so i called my snuggle muffin... (sorry ray, i will come up with a better name for ou) then i slept and ate ( Read more... )

i am soooo happy........

hola pple... im in a awesome little cafe in the historic part of GA drinking a reeses frappichino.... i got my notebook after days of searching for the proper one... i miss you all so much. and to all the sexies i promised i would call i think i have to postpone that cuz im leaving a day early.... sorry... but if you want you can call me ( Read more... )

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