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[jessiduh]

I hate this. I haven't written in awhile because I keep putting it off and when I start writing I always stop. :sigh: Why do I have to feel this way? ha, that is the question I'd give my life to find the answer to (not that that is alot to give). I feel useless... So damn useless and so damn sad. I've cryed enough in my lifetime to stop a drought

Comments

Re: happiness...

[jessiduh]

:-/ I wish I were Christopher, I wish I were... :sigh:

:hug:

Re: happiness...

[jessiduh]

:-/ :halfsmile: I remember...

[8bitchhermit8]

i go through this every couple months :-/ i call this session the curse of winter. filled with headaches and self doubt. soon it will pass, sure it'll still be there, but something greater will mask and for those few short months you'll find happiness again.

:sigh:

[jessiduh]

I wish it were that easy... I wish it just happened then went away, but it doesn't... it comes back to haunt me...

[8bitchhermit8]

well yeah....i know that.....but that's why i said it passes but its still there. what i meant is that it feels like shit now, but for a short time it will pass, so as not to dwell forever. i go through this a lot. its a pain in the ass but it's an odd comfortable routine as well.

[nefyaviewen]

sweetie you can be happy......[qoate]it can't rain all the time[/qoate].....don't dwell on what is sadd....think more positively....shake yourself from it....do things that make you feel good....be around ppl that make you feel better....write down all that you feel when you feel it....letting it out that way helps alot because it's not staying bottled up inside....belive you can be....because you can....you are lovely and sweet....learn to bring that out more and you'll feel better about yourself as the days go by....then one day you'll look back and wonder why you let yourself feel this way and smile at who you've become...you can do it...i have faith in you....you are too good...wonderful...beautiful...and stronger than you may think =)

[jessiduh]

:sigh:
Things never seem to get better, I mean I'll be happy for awhile sure... but then everything fall apart slowly until I can't take anymore...
...you are lovely and sweet....you can do it...i have faith in you....you are too good...wonderful...beautiful...and stronger than you may think =)
:blush: :ty:

:hug:

[nefyaviewen]

y/w *hugs*
just wish i could do more to make you feel better :)

[naturalgoddess]

*Hugs*

I don't know what to say other than - Chocolate Ice Cream!

[jessiduh]

heh.

:hug:

Yummy! :P...