I've, in the past, prayed to God for this kind of lucidity and peace.  I know it's very temporary, but it's nice for the time being...Don't ask to explain it, I can't explain or thoroughly justify it...but it's nice and I thought an entry was worth writing. 

I watched a show last night where some guy looked for excuses to get mad at the girl.  What a terrible thing, right?  I have the same problem.

You cause your own complaints and mine.  You also cause a foreseeable outcome which has repeatedly happened because you don't seem to learn the simplest things.  Everything seems to be about convenience.  That is all.  I hate repeating myself.

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow",
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Now...this is incredible.  I only wish I felt ( Read more... )

And the confusion and paranoia and CONFUSION seems to continue on.  I'm not certain of anything (that means anything) for more than a couple of hours.  I fluctuate between hate, love, physical attraction, disgust, and some other emotions with the majority of the girls who matter to me.  There is a pattern, however.  Skogs is exempt from this, ( Read more... )

( Stuffffff )

Why are you so perfect? Why don't you see it?

Oh the streets you're walking on
A thousand houses long
Well that's where I belong
And you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

You belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea
Yeah, you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

This is just the end of this incredible song which I was told about.  It's almost beautiful enough to make someone cry ( Read more... )

Do you have any pets? Tiger and Jaguar (my cats, of course...)
What color shirt are you wearing? Green Sweatshirt
Name three things that are physically close to you: Zune, Cell, computer
What is the last book you read? "Hamlet
Are you or were you a good student? Trying harder as the year goes on.
What's your favorite sport? Football :)
Do you enjoy ( Read more... )

I can't wait to speak to you and actually be in range of you.  My image of you has started to fade, because I have only seen you in pixels for the past three months.   It will be nice to know you again, because, as you have stated, we no longer know each other..