Comments | jessfres: I just want a way out...

jessfres

I just want a way out...

Mar 01, 2005 22:28

Wow I don't even know what the hell to say right now. It seems like so much stuff is going on right now, and it all sucks. School is going terribly for me and I feel like I am not going to be able to fix it. I know I will be able to change it before the time comes when I get final grades, but it is going to take so much time and energy that I do ( Read more... )

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breathe liloller March 2 2005, 04:15:32 UTC

jess you rock. dont worry about all that shit that is going on with school. its not the grades that we get that change our lives, its the people we meet and the times we spend together that really make a difference in who we are. i know steve is leaving, but i promise you that he and i will be back, we have already discussed making trips up there this summer...so dont worry

take a deep breath
and take everything one day at a time

<3 k

Re: breathe jessfres March 2 2005, 15:59:42 UTC

Your like a ray of sunshine...that sounds really chessy but you are :)

i wish i could take you woopty_frign_do March 2 2005, 04:26:00 UTC

hey I love you jessica you are amazing... I'm not necessarily running from people as much as i'm trying to find a different taste for life

I wish i could take you and sean with me because then life would just be grander than grand.

I'm one of those people who wont change.... i've been this way since elementary school so if youre all the same then were gonna be just fine.

growing up sucks but one day our kids can play together and kick sand in each others faces... and if you babies are seans they can fart on each other

Re: i wish i could take you jessfres March 2 2005, 04:54:29 UTC

I completely understand why you are leaving, and I am not holding anything against you and I don't think you will change and we will all no longer be friends...I know that is not the case.

A lot of people have disappeared from my life and it is always the same thing, so I am sorry I am being like this. I do not think YOU are running, but everyone else has, so it sucks

Colie anonymous March 2 2005, 05:49:50 UTC

Jessica,
I know its hard to sit there while everyone leaves and you want to do somthing about it but you cant. I know alot of people in your life have left you And i know that i am one of those people that did leave and one of those people who were running away, but i want you to know that i wasnt running from you or any of the people i was close with, being there was constantly reminding me of all the bad stuff that had happened and i just kept making bad choices and digging myself deeper and i was making everyone around me miserable ,things just didnt seem to be getting any better so i had to go. And even if i have changed, i want u to know i am still here for u no matter what and always will be. And i didnt leave for good, i will be back soon. Love u ! see u in 2 weeks

Re: Colie jessfres March 2 2005, 16:01:28 UTC

Im not upset with you for going away to school. You were going through a lot in your life, and it was a good decision cause it will help you grow, and get past all the shit that kept happening to you. I know u didnt run away from me...you arent one of the people I was talking about but I'm sure you know who I was refering to. I dunno its just really depressing....I just cant handle the changing anymore

... poopedmypants March 3 2005, 20:28:47 UTC

i know exactly what you mean... im going through so many changes and im breaking down because of it. but at the same time, without change i guess life wouldn't allow us to be the people we will become

Hey good lookin.. whatcha been cookin anonymous March 17 2005, 03:18:45 UTC

Hey little lady. i think its time for this piece to get an update