Now in all honesty one might look at the title and think that this post is one filled with happiness. I'm not sure that it is because just when you think you've got lemonaide another lemon is added to the pot and your just that much off again ( Read more... )

So here I am amazed at how loud and abnoxious high school freshmen can be. Climbing up that dangerous dog pile of a stairwell again brings back memories. Then I sit amazed at how loving they are to sebastian (sometimes) it's kinda these two extremes but I guess thats what being in high school is all about... You are not yet an adult and no longer a ( Read more... )

Well I don't post here often anymore.... in fact I don't check this often anymore..... I really don't do much with this..... is it that I've grown up and don't NEED livejournal? Maybe it's the fact that I've slowly but surely grown in distance from a vast majority of the people that are on my friends list. If I were to keep the people I've seen and ( Read more... )

So I was talking to my boss whom I hang out with a lot. She ask me if I was looking for a roomate. I was like sorta why'd you know that. She was like I need to upgrade to a two bedroom and get a roomate cause I'm cutting it close every month. I might be possible that I'll be moving in with her when I get a stable job. This would make me HAPPY ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here home alone... wanting something to do or at least someone to talk to and I'm getting pissed off at Kaiser. It's pretty obvious that I have strep throat.... I have white puss pockets all over the back of my throat, my glands are swollen, and I have a slight fever. However, I got negative results on the quicky test which means before ( Read more... )

Well apparently I can't go back any farther in my journal entries to read all of your posts that I have missed. Hawaii was amazing but I realize one thing that this feeling I've had for Ben is real. In the past I've gone away or been seperated for periods of time and it didn't ache inside like when I missed Ben. I can honestly tell you that there ( Read more... )

My flight leaves at 6:00am on Saturday and I will be in Hawaii around 11. It just doesn't seem real or possible or any of that! I am probably not going to be too intouch with all of you until I return on Monday. However, my flight does not arrive until midnight and I plan on Working on tuesday. I'll be exhausted after that! Life is going way to ( Read more... )

Life can be crazy sometimes and I realize I rarely update in her anymore and I'm sorry for that. I've become really active in my church and I teach primary, I graduated a few weeks ago. I turned down a job in Lamar becasue well its LAMAR. I fell in love with a boy and I am going on a Hawaiian cruise in 11 days! I'm so psyched! My best friend was ( Read more... )

I am in love with Ben Heyworth..... that is all for now

So the craziness of a student teaching I work my teacher gets paid thats just nuts!!! I have been super busy! I can't wait till I graduate I just hope that I get a job ( Read more... )