Today is Thanksgiving.

I'm not looking forward to it.

Nor Christmas.

I miss you Pap. I miss you more than ever.

I miss the past.

The end.

Today, July 11, 2010, at 10:00am, God took the BEST man in the whole world away from me and my family. Pap, i know you are at peace. Gramma is soo happy you are with her now. i have a sense of relief but at the same time i am so selfish becuase i want you back. i held your hand and you were still warm. little did i know that on Wednesday was the ( Read more... )

This thing says it's been 12 weeks since i updated. i think thats a myth. But it's probably not ( Read more... )

i HATE fall! it's my most depressing time of year. I can't believe it's September. SLOW IT DOWN A NOTCH, PLEASE ( Read more... )

Um, where did June go? In fact, where did May go!? Time is flyin by, dude ( Read more... )

OHhhh my goodness. i pretty much forgot about livejournal. Well you see, my laptop broke and i just sent it out for repair on Friday to get fixed so i'm borrowing mikes laptop until i get mine back...so its hard to remember all the sites i go on daily and this happened to be one! It completely sucks tho because i can't add or delete songs on my ( Read more... )

It's been a tough 2 weeks for my family and I. two Wednesdays ago all of us went out to dinner to Chili's. Pap looked good and everything seemed fine and normal. The next day i find out he's in the hospital. My aunt thought he had a stroke. He had all the signs. Doctors said it's not a stroke. They don't know whats going on. He can't speak, can't ( Read more... )

This weekend was the most awesomest weekend of weekends. Friday night was a blasty blast fer sure. Got to hang out with the old crew like old times. It was so nice. i def miss them. We all went out to dinner at Denny's and then to Starbucks! i got to use my gift card. i still have like 5 dollars on it and i have no idea when i'll ever be back there ( Read more... )

Christmas comes and Christmas goes. Bleh. My christmas was ok. I didn't get anything exciting.. not that i really wanted anything exciting. OH, nevermind, i wanted a Wii!! so bad. everyone at work is always talking about it and how fun it is. i believe it! maybe i'll get one soon ( Read more... )