for the past week i have been battling a slight case of insomnia. it doesnt matter how tires or exhausted i am, as soon as the light and the tv go off sleep seems hopeless. the floodgates of my subconcious are opened and theres nothing i can do to make myself stop fucking thinking. i think about everything. my jobs, italy, the opposite sex, sex, ( Read more... )

just wanted to let everyone know that i am having knee surgery today at 1pm. please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. im not really nervous, although i saw this episode of nip/tuck once where they gave someone defective anesthesia and her body was paralyzed, but she could still feel everything thing they were doing to her. but she couldnt move ( Read more... )

today was a really good day. nothing really eventful happened, it was just a nice day. i spent some time with my grandparents earlier this morning and then nancy and i went shopping at northpark. we had a great time ogling all the fabulous designer goodies that our hearts so desired but didnt have the budget for. i did, however, score a great pair ( Read more... )

i have officially gone one whole week without nicotine. hoo-rah ( Read more... )

i am a smitten little kitten

just in case anyone was wondering i am back to my usual happy-go-lucky self today! work was pretty good, i had a good conversation with my boss about future career possibilities. i also talked to my mom about whats been on my mind. the conversation went as expected, i definitely sugar coated my feelings to spare the drama. then my wella and i went ( Read more... )

man, i am so out of it today. i dont know how many times i have completely zoned out and just been staring off into space. i guess i have a lot on my mind. some situations are so hard to confront because sometimes there is no benefit to clearing the air. in this case it will probably make things worse. so i will just continue to get my feelings ( Read more... )

i have decided quit smoking. i know what youre thinking...yeah right. but i mean it. at least until i go to europe, if i go to europe. cause you cant go to europe and not smoke, i think its required there. it was the most random thing. i was hanging out at this club last night drinking my beer and smoking a cigarette, and all of the sudden i ( Read more... )

i would just like to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving. i hope you all ate a lot of food and maybe got drunk. it was nice to see old friends this evening, and karaoke is always fun, no matter which way you look at it. man, i dont wanna fucking work tomarrow. damnit to hell. and damn those cowboys too for blowing it in overtime... now im going to ( Read more... )

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fuck

hellfire

and razorblades