should I really do this?

gonna be in reno for 1 day next week. thats all i can handle right now.

i've given up on alot of people. and i think its the right thing to do.

I went to a strip club for the first time last night. It was the most fun I have had in awhile. Everyone should try it.

Life is beyond shitty right now. Please cross your fingers. Say a little prayer. Do whatever it is you do.<3

another birthday that fucking blew.

i made myself a cake.

most pathetic thing ive ever heard.

so thank you to all who wished me a good one(izzy<3)

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As I sit here sulking in my pumpkin pie flavored bubble bath(thank god for sidekicks),drinking wine straight out of the bottle,I ask myself, "what do you want in life?". I find myself sinking further into depression, and I'm sure the answers are apparent, but I'm blind. I think I've always been blind. I can't picture myself 10 years down the road, ( Read more... )

I just had my first drink in over 1 year and 10 months. Wow.

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