self-control/-restraint/-appreciation

[jenn_alaine]

this weekend was good... 3 day weekends never seem too bad, because you know that you only have 4 days of school ahead of you! so laura came up this weekend on friday... we hung out and went to deer park with brooke... got claire noles a b-day present, went to noodles, then came home, got ready, and went to steve's. it was kinda dull. actually

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tears ?

[melissamargaret]

Hi baby, First of all I know this has all been rough on you and it's not easy to deal with. I know that the advice I give you is sometimes hard to hear and in some ways hypocritical (I was given much of the same advice in the past and didn't always listen.But now that I see that it works so I feel the need to give it to you) Stay strong and I know you will get through this. You know deep, down that he loves you and we may not exactly understand why he chose now for this... you will both come out stronger. Second of all, I'm not quite sure why, but when I read the part to me I started crying!!! I never cry like that, it was so weird. but seriously, I love you with all my heart and I'm so glad you feel that way about me. You don't even know what it feels like for someone like me to have people say things like that and mean it. It really helps me on my way to feeling worthwhile. I really do love you and will continue to be here for you always and forever...even if I don't agree, you're my best friend and I'll help you through stuff like

[mara_lynne]

jenn, you were right, i was completely bored with that entire entry.
probably because my ease dropping skills are just so superb that i already knew all of the information above. damnit.

mara

[laura_liz]

lol. ok- i have to say this. i just read melissa's comment, and it made me giggle. it's so sweet, but if i didn't know it was a girl- i would think thats your lover. are you SURE you're not just pretending to love steve but secretly you are liss are lesbians (o.c. style baby!!)??

just kidding. of course i love you, and it's ok the weekend wasn't the best. i wish we could have spent more time together, though. i felt really weird a lot of time when you left because i was left with a bunch of people who i know, but not well enough to have conversations with. and i didn't want to follow you around, so i spent more time on my cell phone than anything. i guess it's just hard when i haven't seen you in a year and i felt like you were more intrested in seeing the people you see everyday than me. maybe i'm being selfish. i love you tons though, you'll be okay, everything always works out (cliche, so what? it's true)

[cuteboarder26]

So I know how you feel about the whole freaking out thing for no reason. It happened to me at Steve's when I was looking for him because someone needed something and I completely freaked when I found out he was in the closet with laura and couldnt believe he would do that to you and there was a little bit of my own feeling in there. But anyways turns out they were just talking about Shadle, he told me himeself. Too bad this was after I drank waaay too much. Davis drove me home, what a sweetheart. Thanks for listening to all my babble and I really do hope that Steve realizes what a great person you are!!
Love
Jenny