101 things to do in 1001 days ( Read more... )

Everything is spinning. Into place; out of place. Everywhere. Everything.

How can I fix it?

Check me out at myspace. LJ is out.

I met this guy who takes my breath away. His words, his actions, his wants, his desires. Everything. All that I want, everything I need, he can give me.

Why do I hesitate? Why can't I see what is in front of me and accept it?

Working at the new store. Excellent.

Still working at my favorite store. Excellent.

A six-hour ride with my parents tomorrow morning. Not excellent.

My life, folks, in a nut shell. What do you expect from a nut?

I found out why I'm sick. I have Bronchitis. Everything will be better soon though. I'm on antibiotics, but this means no drinking over spring break. Oh well. I didn't need to drink anyways.

I wish I could figure out what is wrong with me. I've had a horrible cough since Valentine's day. At first, this cough caused sharp pain to streak throughout my rib cage and abdomen area every time I coughed. Now, however, these pains are almost constant. Walking, sitting, twisting, even breathing causes this pain that is so severe that it can ( Read more... )

Allie died a year ago on Tuesday. I will always remember her as the joyful young lady she was, despite the constant struggle she lived with just to breathe. Cystic Fibrosis takes too many young victims. They need to find a cure.

At least Allie is free of her pain. I know she is up in heaven running, singing and smiling down on us.

A few short phrases to sum up what's going on in my life:
Harsh words spoken. Hard hearts broken.
Tight throats choking. Dumb idiots smoking.
Small smiles flickering. No friends bickering.

More to post later.

The memories from the night back in the summer of 2003 came rushing back to me Friday night. I thought it was going to happen again. I was afraid to shut my eyes. Afraid that things would get dangerous. I wanted them out of my apartment. I wanted them out of my room. I had to work the next morning. I needed to sleep. They weren't even supposed to ( Read more... )