i think i got asked on a half date by a totaaaaaaaaaaal dreamboat! meeee-ow! today was cool!

i was tripped out by "new years eve ( Read more... )

annoying day is all

i'm so not ready to explain everything yet. all i will say is this year went by too quickly. maybe not quick enough. it's hard to tell...

we will see

mraaaaaaaaw. life is feeling good. i didn't slump, i didn't anything.. i said "HEY.. no way in fucking hell am i going to let myself feel bad ( Read more... )

and yes, i say all that a million times to remind myself because sometiems i forget!

i've recently drowned myself in greys anatomy episodes and it totally took my mind off of icky parts of life! right now i feel fabulous, and i felt amazing yesterday minus getting way too drunk, but over all i feel good. it's time to GROW up and let myself be the amazing wonderful person i am ( Read more... )

i'm worth it. i'm worth so much, and i deserve so much.
i keep getting less than what i deserve. and i try too hard.

where is the balance in that. where is the sense in that.

i had an anxiety attack today.. i haven't had one probably in a year or so. and never one like this. i was at work and that made it even worse, i've always been at home or somewhere i can just .. go to home easily from ( Read more... )

good luck today i hope your alright. love you and wish you the best.