its nights like these i miss you.
its movies like these that make me nervous....
its times like these that i am unsure of myself.
and its days like these that make me not want to go on....

last night was fun. i went out with ry. we watched the state of the union speech in downtown ann arbor... it really wasnt what i thought it was going to be. it was more of an anti bush ralley, where people yelled at the tv and this one old man walked by and gave the t.v the finger.... i mean it beats sitting at home. im not a big poltics person, i ( Read more... )

not letting my heart get broken any more..
its like the smoke from my parliament
gone with in seconds
and this is how i feel
everyday.
its like an emptyness
escaping from my body
and one day i will be free...

so yeah.... here a few lyrics that just seem so fitting right now.... my head and my heart to seem to be everywhere right now... i was planning on having  a great 2006, it sorta  started off a lil rocky... but things seem to be getting back on track now........now to the new song and the new band im in love with

PARAMORE LYRICS

"Franklin"

And when ( Read more... )

so here we are again. its the third of january and i am sitting here watching law and order suv... its my new favorite show... anyway, i have a feeling this year is going to be a lot better than last year. last year it was about letting myself hitting rock bottem and having to move back home. it hasnt been easy but i am slowly getting back on my ( Read more... )

heres a lil update if anyone ever reads this.

its times like these we learn to live again......

i talked to ryan last nite. i really miss him. not like as a boyfriend miss him, just in general. we were talking for a while and he told me that he was glad to have a best friend like me, i in return told him that he was my bestfriend to. i can tell ( Read more... )

there is soooooooooo much new stuff going on in my life right now i am going crazy!
last week i started to move my stuff back to my parents house. it's pretty sad. living back in that house is strange. my life has changed so much since last november. i never thought that i could have lived out on my own for this long. some people had their doubts ( Read more... )

i had a great weekend at gvsu! but when don't i??? i hope dee had a super birthday weekend!!! i miss all my girls very much. today we are going out for brads birthday! i cant believe he is finally the big 2-1!!!! ahhhh

my webshots is updated so if you wanna check it out the link is http://community.webshots.com/user/beeccky

im out
peace

hmm... lets start out with last weekend....

last friday i went to grand valley as a last minute thing! i love the 2 hour and some odd minute drive up there. right after i passed E.L. i don't know what it was but for the first time in a long time i actually felt at home. yes i have driven up there many times but this time was diffrent, it just felt ( Read more... )

his face reminds me of that pat the bunny book where the dad has a scratchy face...and i miss his but chin...

[im alone, and hating every bit of it....]